Offbeat Mama continually gets it so right.
Where’d you go?? I miss you soo..seems like it’s been forever…since you’ve been gone…
fuuuuck working soo much. I’m soo going to take a shitload of days off at the end of april. watch me LOL. So i decided I want to blog some more because I like writing but writing in a journal and tucking it under my mattress seems just a tad bit….lame. haha. anyways…i was reminded by FB and twitter and all kinds of other media thingies that there are still soldiers out there deploying..i know, duh right. What I mean is…it reminded me how lucky I am that my husband isn’t a soldier anymore. He left that career and he is now sleeping on the floor (we are still in the middle of moving) curled up in our blanket as lilah plays around him. He is no longer on the other side of the world waiting for a pc to skype. Thank whoever buddah, jesus..whoever.
On another note…I can’t wait to fully be out of this house. It’s a mess and working 8hrs in the office and 4 on over time at home makes it nearly impossible to clean and make a huge dent on packing and moving. I still have the dining room, 1/2 of the kitchen..both restrooms and 1/2 of my closet and 1/2 of lilah and devin’s closet. The living room is all done and is now a triage/landing of sorts that is where i fold clean laundry, pack it up and sort clothes, toys..stuff, etc. My goal is to work the rest of today, work 4hrs tomorrow and finish..then Thursday and Friday no OT and spend all evening working on finishing packing and moving EVERYTHING to the new house…i can’t wait to be fully settled in….
So…I haven’t gymed it since last week..im dying of no excercise, ya know. I am for sure going tomorrow, i dont care how tired I am or how late I have to go to bed. I AM STILL GOING. And…i better start eating better and let go of the red meat again..fatty juicy delicous red meat lol..i decided im going to start posting more..and maybe move this over to like blogspot or something..yea imma do that…I want to start doing recipes..my DIY home furniture stuff..gardening..ya know..all that amazing fun stuff im so good at hahaha. jk, but i am that good.
k i better get back to work.
This weekend was so fun, but I feel so drained today. Workout even seemed harder than normal and just daily routine is going slower, I feel sluggish. I need some sun. I’ll probably go take a walk outside when Devin wakes up from his nap. Or maybe I should just go nap with him. Hehe.
Tonight I’m making crab cakes and a whole lot of spring cleaning. I have to sort out devin n Lilah’s clothes!
Ok better get back to work!
At the past…there were so many missed actions I never noticed. But it’s all for the greater good. Roads that needed to be left untraveled. I just think its so weird that I never noticed until I began to play back the story in my head.